“Hunched over in love”
i see you my son
hunched over in love,
the frailty of your heart
pulling you from yourself, apart
a common trope of sorts,
I know the pain hurts
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creasing the memories of time well spent
so you'll never forget, the times you two lent
i know it hurts you son, i've felt this too before
heartache shakes men like you & i, to our core
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your brothers tread the waters of love shallow
they protect their heart, so it does not turn hollow
but my son, the emptiness of a drum is what gives it its ring
and the holes of a flute are what gives it its tune
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this pain is glorious & privileged
but like time, you only rent suffrage
a new feeling will take its place
a new soul in your life
will bring you to a new space
some never allow themselves into this land
or vow to never give themselves that chance
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i promise,
you will find the others
the ones who pluck the
same strings of your heart guitar
get up, and stand tall
i promise, they aren't far
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you ask God if your heart is built for this world
and of course it's not, but whose heart is?
all is fair in love and war
but with casualties in those both
they stand far from pure
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i tell you
there are no fish in this sea
that do not get caught
no waves hitting the shore
that do not get stopped
so i look at you my son,
hunched over in love
wondering if you’re enough
but of course you are.
-cr